Saturday, June 17, 2006

Morning Pill #9

its all calm right now. unperturbable calmness.
the strange thing about it is, i never thought that in the middle of my calmness, i would prevail.
it was my fear that if i let go of the chaos, it would kill me. i thought it was the chaos that held me together.
i think it is really a matter of finding yourself. no matter how small an idea of who you are might be.
that inkling of a knowledge of who you are is enough to get you through.